I have a deep smoking fetish. This is a deep dark secret that no one knows about. I have held this fetish close to me for so many years. This year I have started dreaming about smoking women. I discovered this fetish though the internet, but i have not been able to explore it in real life. It is starting to consume my unconscious mind. I am trying to control it, but the thoughts flicker in my mind. I feel that this is coming to a head and I have no way of controling it. If you have the same fetish, than please message me. If you have some method of controling it without destroying my life, please let me know. Otherwise good luck with your fetishes